"Since the disintegration of her parents' marriage
she'd only loved two things.
The first was her long dark hair.
The second was how easily she could cut it off and feel nothing. "

Now I know how that feels.
For a moment,
it felt like it's everything I hoped for.
In a split second - nothing. Nothing at all.
Liking the feeling about "it" is not the same as liking "it".
Be clear about that.

Be
Very
Clear.