Tuesday, 31 May 2011

Happen to chance upon this :

ZodiacFacts: As a Gemini, You tend to be understated and under appreciated.

Quoted this as it is so true, currently at this point of my life.

U N D E R A P P R E C I A T E D.

Such a shitty feeling. It even makes me feel like a pile of shit.
I have to learn to be more selfish for myself.

To stop giving.
To stop helping.
To stop caring.
To stop giving in.
To stop worrying.
To stop waiting.

Maybe I'll do that for the less fortunate.

Cause doing so much would not be appreciated.
Cause doing so much would not receive even a simple "thank you"
Cause doing so much would not in return having you do the same for me.

Cause in the end, it feels as though you do not care.







(I got a hunch I will not get rid of this underappreciated feeling. It might occur from time-to-time. Perhapes it is in me to keep doing and helping others , and in return, to feel crappy and unappreciated.
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I'm doomed.)