YIntelliZHEN

Had a small talk with Mad on our way to whitesands.
I was strong about my opinions,
But only when I reached home, I realised I'm slowly turning into You.
When you are no longer my friend because of the school I'm studying in.
When I got really angry and mad that I lost a friend because of academic results.
When I started saying phrases like "academic isn't everything" because of what you did.
And ironically, Im actually turning into a person like you.
I don't want this.
I don't want this.
I don't want these bad thoughts running through my head.
I'm constantly on the change,
and I can't help feeling this way.
ARGH, dislike the feeling when it contradicts so much, in me.