Sunday, 30 May 2010

F.R.I.E.N.D.S - During christmas.
Phoebe : *Placed a skull on the table*
Rachel: Uh, pheebs, a skull???
Phoebe: Yeah, it's a tradition. My mom used to put it out on every christmas to remind us that, even though it's christmas, people still die

Ever thought of the very next second, you or your close ones , just suddenly drop dead?
No one can predict what's gonna happen, but I would always ponder, what would happen if my close ones just drop dead all of a sudden? Or I'm the one who kicked the bucket without a notice.

It's thoughts like this at night that send me having an insomnia. No, I don't think that it's unhealthy to have thoughts like this. It's like getting prepared if the scenerios really happened. I don't imagine stuffs like this excessively. I'll suddenly start pondering after every 3 to 4 months. If I do it regularly and excessively, I'll probably at IMH.

Thoughts like these make me cherish my family even more.

Btw, I'm not writing this cause I wanna commit suicide, don't be silly.